i seem to be updating more lately. no one has xangas and LJs anymore :-(

Last night i went to Jake's house for the first time since...well last New Year's Eve. And it was soooo nice and sooo weird b/c like, well i was there and Lacy. Me and Lacy are friends again, and we weren't for like a year...and she was, and me and katie and lindsay, and then NEELY called and SHE came over and it was like...WHOA. And then Nelly looked at me and she was like....can Travvy DRIVE?! And i was like...OMG IDK! And so we asked Amy and shes like, yeah he's got his permit and i was like.....WHAT! And Neely and I were just like, dumbfounded b/c...well, thats how old we were when WE started hanging out over there...and now Travvy's OUR age and we're...well, we're OLD! AHHHH WE'RE ALL GETTING OLD!!!!

Sometimes i start to feel ok about life, and then something like this happens where we're all where we used to be and we realize that none of us are really together anymore. Like none of us. We used to be...together, all the time. And...its weird. And one day, we're gonna get married and see each other in the groccery store and its going to be like seeing any other person we went to high school with. And I don't WANT that to happen. These people were my best friends.

Like seriously, life sucks hardcore. You lose friends, get married and thats the ONLY close relationship you have. Then you have kids and they hate you b/c youre their parents...college blows ass b/c you've GOT to get through it or you can't even do anything with life....ugggghhhh i'm getting sooo frustrated.